Looking Back

I miss Taiwan so much. The babies mostly. I know none of my babies are there anymore but I still think about it every single day.

I miss the mountains, climbing up towards the temple, sitting under the little pagoda watching the waterfall, taking the babies on walks, the horrid smell on the road to the lake, eating "icecream", hearing Chinese, waving at the store owners, biking into town... wow, there is so much I miss. I would give almost anything to get a ticket back to Taiwan for just a few weeks.

I'm making a scrapbook for each of the 19 babies that I took care of in Taiwan. Do you know how hard it is to go through over a year of pictures for 19 babies and only choose a few? I've been going through all the facebooks of their parents and picking out pictures. All of my babies have grown so so much! I wish I could meet up with all of them in person and hold them again.

Going to Taiwan was one of the best things I have ever done. Also one of the most painful. There are days I miss those babies so much I cry.

I love you... Henry, Wei Min, Kai, Karson, Libby, Daniel, Jackson, Ruth, Samuel, Yi Ting, Baby Girl Wu, Eli, Hsi Ya, Gavin Pan, Hudson An Hao, Jude, Emma Mei Ya, Micah, and Tristan.